Today I've got a parcel from my parents full of different presents and some e-mails from my Ukrainian friends. It made me sad... I don't know why, but I'm not sure about the choice that I made about my future. I'm not sure it's the right one because I could have been studing at one of the best Ukrainian university doing my Master without any problems. And here I cannot even imagine myself studying economics in English. I could imagine it yesterday, the day before, the month before but not today. It's crazy! I don't know what's going on?
I think I began missing my parents, my brother and my friends so unbelievable stronly that I want to ... not cry, but to go in Ukraine at least for one day. But forget it, not sooner than in summer. And where is that summer? So far away from here...
Sometimes I think it's better to have no choises in your life, just one road from the beginning till the end. It's easier; and moreover, it makes you being happy all the time bacause you know that it's the only way for you and, as a result, it should be right one. But how can you know which one is the best for you if there is a lot of choices???
I know I have to wait and see the result later on... It's so hard, specially when a lot of heavy thoughts are flying into your head in the Monday's evening. The presents are all over my room and I'm going to leave them like that. Also I'm going to attach the foto in which you can see some of my friends. Hope tomorrow will be better than today...
9 comments:
Hi Oksana,
I have somehow the same feeling as you! I could have finished my degree if I stayed in Iran. I had a great job there and the most important thing that I miss so much-my girlfriend. But, don't worry. I think we can do it and make it better. We should just try !
When I read your joke which you wrote in my blog I didn’t expect to see such a sad blog here. I can completely understand your feeling, but still as I told you before, I do not agree with having just one choice in life. I heard from many people that first 6 months is the hardest time of immigrating to a new country. If you have notice, many of our friends in EAP had sad blogs during this semester. Such feelings are normal, we just have to tolerate this 6 months then life will become much better. The sun will rise again, soon, I promise.
OKSANOCHKA!!!
Sonechko!!!
We have to be grateful to God because He made us people with freedom of choices. We are free to choose!!!
You have made a choice -it also means you have chosen one of the possible ways to your future. Now you have to make best of it!!!
and keep in my mind - that people always tend to think that is always better in place we are not now (tam de nas nema).
p.s. today I"ve met Her Alex - and i told him about you (sorry if i was not supposed to do so :).
he sad that you can manage everything if you concentrate because you gave great potential!!!
I love you!!!
Hello.
Your english is great, and sometimes i feel the same; by the way, before EAP Program I couldn't imagine studying English here 0_0. I thought it will be very difficult, almost impossible 0_0! But I've got used to studying here, so it's OK. Good Luck.
Udachi=)))
Hi Oksana
I agree with u. it's so hard to leave ur country, but as amin said we have to be paient.
HaVe FuN
Christmas is comin', eh?
It's time for us to send cards back to our parents!!
I do miss my beloved parents very much, for I'm not a herbivorous or a carnivorous animal, but an omnivorous one. lol..
Hello Oksana without any KA at the end! Thank you for your comment. I think the statistic one, which you like, somehow explain the original quote. I like them both because they have a same point and I think they are true. My blog was sad, really?!?
P.S: You voted again, right?!? ;)
Good luck.
Don't be sad, everything will be OK, and I think you can make it become a right choice.
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